Before anything else, today is the exams for UPCAT. Good luck my fellow mates who will be taking. Do your best!

Physics is seriously killing me. I always feel like I've grasped the lesson but I really haven't. Everytime I do things by myself, I always get lower scores than I thought I would. I'm getting pwned and that seriously irritates me.

Well, in case I couldn't make it into the Honor Roll, I already know what is the culprit. It's either Physics or Physical Education. (Is it pure coincidence that they both deal with physical wonders?)

I joined a Science Quiz Bee yesterday. Majority of the questions were about Chemistry - maybe because we were competing with Junior students. Good thing I still remember my 3rd year.

And you know what? Starting next week, we'll be having a CAT Formation every Friday at 3-5 PM. There goes 2 hours of THE SEED meeting and layouting. :( We have so little time and numerous tasks to finish. I hope we can thrive in these changes.

So much for school affairs, KPop has been my latest favorite genre. I know, for someone who doesn't know Korean language, it's peculiar. But then, they're so lively! I won't be surprised if I can speak Korean soon.

I woke up this morning hearing the news about Former President Cory Aquino's sudden demise. Not that it was unexpected, she was in the hospital for a while now but nobody thought it was this early. The whole nation has lost another ray of hope.

Sometimes I wonder why people remember you for one single thing you did wrong, not for the thousand others you did right.

I quit. Haha.

Almost a week of no blogging. Well, to be precise, I do blog. Since it's too personal and syrupy, I decided not to post it here.

Things started to look up after the Physics thing. Wait, I haven't mentioned that yet, have I? I failed my Physics Exam garnering a score of 22/50. That's my lowest ever! You could've imagined the big impact it did to me. I feel like jumping off buildings.

I exactly didn't know what happened. I scanned notes. I read before taking the exam. Maybe it's a result of sleeping late the day before. I was so drowsy and unable to think straight anymore.

Good thing I got 46/50 in English and 48/50 in Advanced Algebra. At least I wasn't as slumped as before. And I actually have reasons not to worry much.

Exams aside, Mom and I fights more often. How could she expect me to go home at 430 when I have Publication Work in the afternoon? FYI, we finish layouting at 5 onwards. She shouldn't have pursued me to join in the first place.

I just want her to understand that I have responsibilities. It's very unprofessional to leave all those behind.

We have new members by the way. I suppose we are now 20? Let's see what they can do.

I can feel the Hell Week coming. Quarterly Exams, projects, NCAE... must finish everything before it arrives.

I'd be honest with you. I'm itching.

I'm itching to read a new book! My so-called busy schedule isn't allowing me any time for new reads or luxury. Not that I'm complaining... I just want to read a new novel to release stress. =P~ I got the news that Deathly Hallows was already released on paperback. I sense that it wouldn't be long before I won't be able to resist buying one. At least it's only 575!

Mom just cooked pasta. With broccoli. I wonder how it tastes like.

*eats some*

Masarap pala siya. :)) Haha, whatever.

I am annoyed with the internet connection. Damn it. I don't know. This is so annoying.

Enough of this. I have to read my lectures or else I might fail Mid Quarters. :/

It is only now that I detest class suspension.

Considering how late our magazine is, class suspension is a very big problem. No classes = no layouting = no work done. I won't be surprised if the principal would bug us soon, asking what happened to our supposed July issue.

If only we could work from home...

On the brighter side, at least, no classes means more time to slack off. More time to sleep. More time on PC. More time for everything I want to do! \:D/

PBA Finals reached Game 7. Such occurrence was expected, I even thought of it as scripted. :)) I hope San Miguel becomes the champion. *fingers crossed*

Obviously, this entry is a result of tangled thoughts so I'm stopping.

We have no classes. That alone is enough to brighten up my day! \:D/

My arms, shoulders and back are still hurting because of push-ups and curl-ups. You know me, Physical Education is not my thing. Considering how stick thin I am, it seems that my body will snap out everytime I do exercises. Nevertheless, who cares about pain when it'll compensate better grades?

I joined a blog contest yesterday for the Nutrition Month. It was thwarting to post my entry on Friendster's bulletin board. Of course, no matter how I abhor to do so, it's a rule so I have to comply. Haha, everyone gets to read the essay! And because of the contest, I missed my Advanced Algebra and Economics. Exactly when slightly difficult topics are being discussed for the Mid Quarterly Exams. How fortunate. Guess I have to borrow lectures again.

Heavy rains have been pestering my day since Monday. I mean, can't I go home without me getting a little drenched? Good thing I don't commute anymore. Saves me from wet shoes and heavy traffic.

There's been a lot of changes in my life ever since 2009 started, I guess. I had a change of class and classmates, particularly. I wouldn't claim that the change was so dreadful for me, even though I knew that we wouldn't stay overnight in chalets as friends together like how we did last time, or go out as a whole group of friends like how we used to.

I have been reflecting on it for quite a while already, though. Yesterday, we were asked to sit on places where we want to be seated. I couldn't quite choose where because I still have no close friends at all. How sad. Haha. You understand how bad my situation is, huh?

This entry is a bit biographical and a bit food for thought. It pays to let your emotions run out sometimes.

Happy birthday to my mother. :)

I couldn't think of a good, easy and unique topic for our Investigatory Project. "Thermodynamics" is confusing. "Biometrics" is rather mind-boggling. "Force & Motion" is too repetitive. "Electricity" is too dry. "Molecular Biology/Genetics" is difficult. "Robotics" is simply information and money overload. I think it's rather beyond-human.

I am most definitely going to suggest creating color/light sensors, an automatic chalk dust dispenser or a robot that follows voice commands. Sounds bloody. I know, it would cost us a lot of money, time and brains but no need to worry since my groupmates are smart like supercomputers. They could do it. HAHA. :))

My cousin also asks for help. She wants me to search topics for her. Good Lord.

It has been years since I last ate Chickenjoy. I just happened to encounter a chicken of theirs which was a bit raw and has blood inside. Of course I was disappointed so I decided not to eat one anymore for the rest of my life. Since I'm hungry and I have no other choice, I'm eating one right now.

It kinda tastes good \:D/ but I still like Mcdo and KFC better.

I'm trying hard not to start my sentences with "but." It's grammatically incorrect and I didn't know that until now. It's hard considering that I used to do that frequently. Don't worry, I'm not becoming one of those Grammar Nazis who points out your mistakes one by one yet they aren't sure they got it right.

I'm supposed to do a report but then I remembered I have no Filipino class tomorrow. Fun fun fun.

I'll be watching TV.

I think being fickle about blog names is a sickness and I'm obviously suffering from it. I want a new blog. :))

I realized I just don't have the same drive for school as I did last year. Don't get me wrong, I like having stuff to do in school. I love learning. I just get so tired of feeling like time's running out and like I always have to be creative enough to perpetually be churning out brilliant ideas. I even consider being absent for a whole month. I'm so unmotivated. And so exhausted.

Whatever. Let's try to make this entry jolly.

I haven't read my favorite blogs and books in like, forever. :( It's so pissing to know that I don't have time to do the stuff I love anymore. Come on, my online and social life hasn't been so active nowadays.

Good thing there is lasagna. Something I could chew together with my worries.

I didn't know that Elements of Style is such a helpful book. I just found out I commit atrocious errors when it comes to grammar and composition. =P~ Being a fan of figurative/abstract language, I think I have to really practice using concrete ones.

I also want to polish my Photoshop skills [if ever I have skills]. Sure, it's pretty unrealistic since I have no time to sleep, much less write and edit pictures. But since I love doing those two, then why not?

It's July and I still haven't watched the second installment of Transformers. And Harry Potter isn't showing yet. Those who told me it is, I'll skin you for good! How embarrassing it is to call cinemas just to ask.

Mom and I aren't getting along. I know, it's not a shocker, but the tiniest things are pushing us over the edge. Things aren't just okay right now.

Okay, boredom pity party over. I will just go and read or something. Anything's got to be better than this. Murphy's law. Some things never change.

And I have 1300+ views. Isn't that nice? :D

God, I feel like my body is turning into a stalk of celery. Walking a little distance causes so much stress for my feet. Everyday activities make my body fall into pieces. What will now happen to my PE?!

I know, my blog must be turning into a rant page with all the complaints I'm placing but please bear with me. My life wouldn't be complete without me telling the world how shitty each day is.

Anyway, my eyes are a bit puffy from crying over MJ's memorial service yesterday night. I couldn't help but be touched especially when famous international singers rendered songs. It took death for the world to appreciate Michael Jackson more. Why are people like that? Haha.

And since I'm already sleepy and I have other things to attend to, I'll go for now.

Finally, I'm fever-free!

School hasn't been very great recently. It's not because of the subjects or teachers or classmates, but because of the workload and timetable. I get to sit for lessons up till around 4pm (and classes start at 720), and reach home at 6pm. Come on, I still have to do homeworks and sleep.

Frankly speaking, I feel like making chicken pie out of my Physics textbook for dinner tonight.

Shifting gears, I can't wait to see Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. The last time I've read a Harry Potter book was when I was in 2nd year. I haven't continued ever since. Perhaps it's because I used to think that Harry Potter was unnecessarily overrated and that Twilight is way better, but I was still harboring immature thoughts then.

The internet is so fuckin' slow. Facebook games take ages to load. :(

I'm absent today and as much as I'd like to attend classes, I could not. My fever won't let me! I think I was in bed all day because everytime I stand, I go dizzy. Taking 6 tablets of Bioflu doesn't help either.

I'm trying to maintain my attendance. Sadly, it isn't perfect anymore.

I missed CEM (Pre-test) and whatever lectures & assignments teachers gave today. And I have interviewing sessions too. I feel bad. Hopefully, Martin found someone to replace me. I'm really sorry! And Nicole, yes. I know we were supposed to commute for this day since the car isn't available. Hope you did fine by yourself.

Come on, happenings like these ruin my flawless schedule.

I'm drinking Gatorade right now hoping to ease my stomach pain. My taste buds are also failing making me unable to eat well. I sound very sick, don't I?

Sigh. I wonder what is wrong with me.