I added a Twitter widget on the right. I'm so hooked I think I tweet every hour of the day. :p But I wonder why it's timeline is so late. It's delayed half a day. Hoho. =))

I was laughing when I heard this:

Katrina (to Hayden): 'Paka walanghiya mo! Lakas ng loob mong tumingin sakin!'

I know it's not a laughing matter but really, the Kho-Halili scandal has caused more buzz rather than DOH reporting that they already have 10 confirmed cases of H1N1 in the country. I've seen it on the boob tube for almost 10 times just today. I'm not kidding.

Sex scandals aside, I'm getting very disappointed with what's happening in the NBA. It's not easy to turn around a 3-1 record and I'm losing my confidence that Cavaliers will make it to Finals. As for the Western, the tally is 3-2, Lakers lead.

And I just found out that Ji Sun isn't a member of Loveholic anymore. She left 2007 [I'm way too delayed]. It's a pity; her voice is so soothing. They would not be complete without her. :(

Listen to this. Her voice makes you feel the song was heartfelt. Ah, I feel so sad.

Being grounded during the school year is bearable, but to rarely go out during summer? It's torture. @-)

Today, I went online, took a 30-minute shower, ate, slept, watched TV, did movie marathons, played computer games, read a book, edited pictures... and wished that I had some sort of life.

They're talking about college on Gossip Girl. [Serena was accepted at Yale but had to turn it down...] As an incoming senior, it bugs me to hell. I still haven't got the faintest idea what course I want to take up or where I want to go to college. Add those application forms and requirements you have to bother filing, entrance exams you have to take and those heavenly scholarship grants my family persuades me to get.

Summer heat is really taking its toll on me.

Anyway, I'm almost finished with The Witch of Portobello. I bet I'm already done with Almost Moon on Saturday. So much for having lots of time. 8-}

And I'm posting this emoticons. Just in case you don't understand and for future reference. :D

I woke up lying on the floor and remembering that I am supposed to go to school today.

Truth is, I was planning to go early to exclude myself of time and energy waste caused by long lines to the cashier. But then, I remembered the Playoffs and decided to put it off even if that means I have to wait for an hour to pay.

I was disappointed. I'm not a Lakers supporter but I'm not also a fan of Nuggets. If given a choice, I'd rather choose the former than the latter. But alas, Lakers lost. With all their might and glory. Same goes for the Cavaliers yesterday. Are they again turning into a one-man show? LeBron is not a magician, just to remind you.

Leaving basketball matters aside, I slept around past 3 am yesterday. So much for talking to Nerizza on the phone and going gaga over Boys Over Flowers. Apparently, after the conversation, I still get the shudders and electric shocks. Yeah, very appalling but girls have the right to be giddy about the person they fancy. Much more if he's famous and very much handsome. :-j [I sound very much like a schizophrenic. :))]

And I bought two books today! Alice Sebold's Almost Moon and Paulo Coelho's The Witch of Portobello. Give me few months and I reckon I'd have Coelho's whole book collection by then. Haha, so amazing, you see.

I want a Kindle. It'll give my eyes a sigh of relief. But $359? I'd rather buy a cellphone. And speaking of cellphone, I haven't had one for 8 months! Yay! I'm not yet too technology-dependent.

Well, it's another matter when you include the computer, TV, laptop, DVD, game consoles and a lot more. I really cannot go on without my PC. :D

I want a sky blue nail polish. I forgot to drop by The Face Shop! :(

[I noticed I used but too much. :))]

I will be taking a break first since Lovely Complex makes me wanna hyperventilate. See the pictures above? Hell, I would have screamed if only Ate and Papa weren't here and would think that I'm really losing it.

And the quotes are really nice too. I've been compiling them all in a document.

Haha, can't take the delay anymore so, I'll be watching again. ;)

I finally had the chance to watch Lovely Complex [since my BBF craze...] and I recommend it to everyone. ;) Funny, lighthearted and will absolutely make you feel lovesick. HAHAHA. :)) Well, I'm a sucker for everything Japanese (besides hentai, doujinshi and their weird inventions, of course). Another "matter-of-fact" you learned about me, huh?

Almost 1 week to go before June starts and I haven't enrolled yet. Me and my brother [who will be paying] agreed to accomplish it on the 26th. Speaking of May 26, advance happy birthday Mervin! And Hany, happy birthday too! :D

Today was plain boring [as if other days were not]. Initially, I intended to go to SM or maybe Trinoma just to breathe outside air. In the end, I chose not to because I was just too lazy and the weather was so freaking hot. It's so hot I could fry up eggs on the concrete.

I heard that the H1N1 virus already reached the Philippines. What the hell. Of course, I'm worried. Calling it a pandemic, it's something that will bug me to death. Haha.

Duh, I'll just continue watching LC.

Some people like it hot. I like it even hotter.

Yey! I finally finished watching BBF. It's been so long since I watched a show with the most favorable ending possible and I must say I enjoyed this one. ;) Not to mention the very cute and handsome KIM BUM that had contributed much to my amusement. :D Really, I should go and visit Korea SOOOOOON!

And now, I'm watching his commercials. I know, I'm addicted. =P~

I would've wanted to watch another anime but now... I'm scrutinizing every website to find another Kim Bum show. And I don't want to repeat BBF yet.

Apparently, I'm too obsessed that I can't help but frantically search for his videos and set anime [which is my first love...] aside. :P

I made a Twitter ;) Yeah, I couldn't resist the invitations I got. Follow me, will ya?

That picture on the right is MY edit. Therefore it's mine. Please.

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Since the picture is too long. I decided to make the most out of it. Right now, I'm listening to Starlight Tears by Kim Yoo Kyung [Boys Over Flowers OST]. Many must've been finding its english translation so here it is:

VERSE 1:
From the first time we met, I knew we would be friends
You had a different air than others that I knew
I am also alone in this world I’ve come to know
Finally, I’ve met someone like you

I know that I might’ve been a bit cold at times
But that was just the way I dealt with all my fears
You took the first step to show I don’t have to be alone
And now I, I know I love you

CHORUS:
I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
When you are ready to love
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

VERSE 2:
Maybe one day you’ll know the love that I’ve kept inside
I know love comes with pain; it’s so hard to erase
All that I’m asking is for you to let me stay here
Don’t be scared; you can lean on me

BRIDGE:
I know I’ve found the one when I look into your eyes
I will wait by your side till you can give me your heart

Really, I had this horrifying nightmare. I was trapped in one of those houses with ghouls and ghosts and vampires and whatsoever other creatures you could think of. There was someone trying to frame me up, someone who does not want me to escape. I remember running and screaming as they keep haunting me. Luckily, I found my way out of it and went through the gate. After that, the ending credits of Vampire Knight suddenly showed up (surprise, surprise) and I was in my room watching it from the laptop. Then I woke up. Weird, isn't it? And what's more surprising, I dreamt of that before [except for the vampire knight thingy...]

LA Lakers won Game 1 against Denver Nuggets. I get this feeling that Lakers and Cavaliers will be the ones competing for the finals. Then again, I wouldn't want Lakers to win. :'(

[I am watching Boys Before Flowers right now. I'm close to the end! :D]

What I do not like in watching Filipino dubbed anime is that the real dialogues are somewhat twisted and given a whole different meaning. And I, being a sucker for quotes, could not appreciate its real sense.

Just go and see the quotes I would have missed if I hadn't watched the English Subbed ones:

Spike Spiegel: I've been seeing the past in one eye and the present in the other. So, I thought I could only see patches of reality, never the whole picture. I felt like I was watching a dream I could never wake up from. Before I knew it, the dream was over.

Faye Valentine: Why do you have to go? Where are you going? What are going to do, just throw your life away like it was nothing?
Spike Spiegel: I'm not going there to die. I'm going to find out if I'm really alive. I have to do it, Faye.

Jet Black: Everything has a beginning and an end. Life is just a cycle of starts and stops. There are ends we don't desire, but they're inevitable, we have to face them. It's what being human is all about.

Charles zi Britannia: Inequality is not an evil. Equality itself is evil.

Lelouch Lamperouge: You can't change the world without getting your hands dirty.

I remember hearing these totally different on the television. Either they sound really corny or senseless.

[eats a slice of Pizza hut...]

Quotes aside, I found something. Doesn't look like him, does it? Makes me want to bite him more. Haha.

And some people I know had already been taking review classes while I'm here, slacking my butt off and having the free time of my life. Am I being so carefree? :)) Not that I regard entrance exams as too easy [as if I'd pass UP with me being like this] but I think I'd rather do self-study [I wonder if I could...].

Would somebody drag my ass off and get me to study each and every time?

Talk about school, June is approaching. Slightly it opens its mouth threatening to eat me and spit me off again at March 2010. Darn. :|

Oh, I wonder why it is.

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I came to post the link of this song because really, it reminds me so much of myself. I mean, what I used to be and what I used to feel. With lines such as these, I couldn't help but to remember a little.

Because I am too stupid
I have no one besides you
You, who is looking at someone else
Don't you know how I felt?

It is my happiness even to be looking at your back
You still don't know how I felt
In the end, you go past me

In the days where I miss you very much
In the days where I suffered the pains
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing you, alone yet again

Ah. Memories. Flashbacks. Past. But then again, time is kind. It made me forget - not the person, but the most significant: feelings.

That's something I should be happy about, isn't it? Finally achieving what I had been aiming for.

This is very, very depressing.

Boston didn't make it into the NBA finals. :( Maybe Garnett is really a greater loss than what I expect him to be. How sad. Obviously, I'm an avid supporter of the Celtics and it pains me to see that brother's bet "Lakers" advances.

I wish they'll encounter Cleveland. I wish Cleveland wins this time. I sincerely do.

Anyway, what the hell. I am so smitten with Kim Bum. This damn guy makes my day complete and apparently, I wouldn't last a day without even glancing at his face. Like duh, is that smile even for real? How deep your dimples are and how angelic your face is, darling. I might as well kill somebody just to get my hands on you. Now, that's really exagge. Haha. God, I do sound embarrassing. Well, this is a blog, so I can post anything I want right?

[Shit. I clicked the "Remember Password" box on brother's MSN. He prefers it to be checked, and now... I did otherwise. I Am Doomed.]

Yeah, I go gaga over a Korean actor. Couldn't help it so I might as well visit Korea soon! \:D/

As if I could. Haha. Grizzly dad and cranky mom wouldn't even allow me a single step outside this village [except for urgent situations or when they ask me to do something]. How protective of them.

Hey, anyone who watched Cook and Archie's concert? I'm still lamenting over a chance lost. :(

Ah, listening to Suki Dakara really soothes me and reminds me of the past. [NAKS. :)) Past daw oh.]

I wonder if I am really selfish. There is nothing wrong placing yourself first sometimes, isn't it?

How is it that I could do nothing but to sit in the front of this computer and stare blankly on the screen?

I was supposed to accompany our Editor-in-Chief at school because there is an event happening today. But thanks to my fat list of schedule as always, I wasn't supposed to go.

I was supposed to watch a movie with my friends today. But thanks to budget constraints, I couldn't go.

I was supposed to watch the David Cook & Archuleta concert today. But thanks to budget constraints and my fat list of schedule, I wouldn't be able to go.

I was supposed to continue my article. Well, you know me, I'm not in the mood to do so.

So I know I haven't updated my blog, like, regularly, and believe me when I say that I feel sick about it--not because I think people read my blog like a Bible, but because I hate it when I don't come through on something and when I do, it just results to a shit like this.

Haha, nevermind. You may think now I'm retarded, but even I know that.

An old classmate suddenly shows up yesterday. My friends call her my MU; we have a mutual understanding that we hate each other and that we will put up for the remainder of the school year and then fade into indifference. I didn't have anything against her personally, but it's kind of--not annoying per se, irksome, maybe? Actually, that's just a synonym of annoying. It just sounds better since people can delude themselves into thinking that irksome is some euphemism and that it holds some depth.

Well, whatever. It's been three years. And when I saw her, I was not irritated anymore. \:D/

It's really hard to not go online right now. It's practically second nature to me to go online and talk to people.

Haha. Funny how I easily I change topics. :))

Guess I've been thinking a lot. Never a good thing.

So, I find myself pretty addicted and itching to watch the next episode of Boys Before Flowers all because of Kim Bum. That kind of smile is really something worth dying for. =P~ Haha, exagge.

David Cook & Archuleta's concert is tomorrow. Sadly, due to schedule constraints, I could not watch. Damn, I had been waiting for this concert since Cook won. Hopefully they'd come and visit the Philippines again for another concert. By that time, I will be sure not to miss it.

I am thinking of creating a dailybooth. On second thought, it dawned to me that I currently have no webcam which is a necessity. Maybe I would next time.

My left foot is uh, hard to walk with [it still hurts]. Haha. Darn that cat.


Just want to let you see my art for today. :D I feel proud because it is Kim Bum. HAHAHA. My god, really, I must be crazy. :P~

Just want to share with you how painful it is to...

...be bitten by a cat. I wouldn't mind if it isn't deep but shit, it is. Currently it is bleeding and hurts bigtime. To hell with that cat, it even is my favorite. :'(

Anyway, I had been looking for Hellsing streaming on the net and I couldn't find one. I wanted to watch that for ages and still I haven't had. I'm also pissed with how my net goes haywire this past few days. I should suggest Mom to apply for a new broadband.

Well, not finding Hellsing videos made me turn to Midori no Hibi instead. Yeah, bit ecchi, but it's cute. Short as it is, the story didn't appear to be rushed. Still I want to see what happens next [only if it was a bit longer].

Readers have been telling me to change my blog layout. Well, I'm finding a new one right now. :D

Im'ma go watch Boys Before Flowers now. Well, just started so I'm not yet hooked.

I think I have too much words left unsaid kept and locked up in a cage which does not have a key.

I haven't updated for a week. And even though it's a week, I still have nothing of any importance to share.

I noticed ladies are going gaga over Boys Before Flowers. Well, I decided to watch it by tomorrow and see if I'd get hooked too.

And I received a very scary chain letter about Manny Pacquiao:

"Si Pacquiao ay mabait, nakatutuwa at higit sa lahat, GWAPO.
Translation: "Pacquiao is kind, fun and most of all, HANDSOME
Send this to 50 people or else...
Send this to 50 people or else...
MAGIGING KAMUKHA MO SI ALING DIONISIA"
You'd look like Aling Dionisia [his mother]"



What the fuck. Laugh trip. :)) No offense. I was just startled.

Don't worry, Aling Dionisia, you're still rich. At least you have a Louis Vuitton bag. HAHAHAHA.

Right now I'm watching the second season of Junjou Romantica and I like it. ;) I don't watch Yaoi (boys love) anime a lot so I'm pretty surprised I got hooked up. What I love is that I identify myself with the feelings each character has. Sometimes it freaks me out a little since it's... well, you know. xD Anyway, thanks nyaa-chan for referring. :D

Oh yeah, June is fast approaching and I haven't settled my enrollment yet. Haha. My brother said that it'd be arranged at May 15. Well, I wish for time to stop [literally] because I don't want to be a Senior yet. Too early. As you can see, I'm an age 12 kid trapped in a body of a 15 year old. Well, whatever. I don't make sense, do I? Must be the nerves.

And I'd make a list of things I must promise myself this School Year:
1. I'd write a bit more. When I get even the tiniest epiphany, write. I feel like my juices have been drained at the moment so I have to keep writing/typing.
2. Don't worry about it being perfect. Of course I want myself to have expectations, but sometimes I just have to go with the flow and take life as it comes. Or in simplest words: stop being a perfectionist.
3. I might as well do something that's important to me and don't dare give up on it. Finish what I started because I used to hate leaving the work half done.
4. Be a bitch. No, not the mean kind but don't tolerate any disrespect. If something is wrong, speak up. I have a voice. Use it.
5. Find myself. This is what my youth is for. Screw up. Laugh. Cry. Scream. Kick ass. Don't try to be the image of a "perfect daughter" because there is NO such thing as that.
6. Remember to actually do some work so that I don't have to cram in the end. I'm really bad at deadlines and hopefully, this time I'd be better.
7. Get over it.

I guess that's all. The 7th is probably the hardest to do.

I finished watching Bokura Ga Ita, Voices of a Distant Star and Grave of the Fireflies yesterday. FINALLY! And for now, I could not think of something to watch.

I got the news that Manny Pacquiao won against Ricky Hatton... in just two rounds! What the. That's awesome!

My brother is still in Baguio I guess. He hasn't come home since Thursday. All 3 days to have the computer only for myself! :D